Mad Day

Today 9 Sept 09 (09/09/09) is a special day that i found out what i've done in the past few months was confused and contradictary.

I love my gf, friends and fellow buddies. I love and enjoy seeing everyone successful in their life in their own means. Sometimes i wonder why human says they want to be someone or somebody yet what they do is totally opposite of what they say they would do. Later ended up in a life which not what they've imagined.

I'm totally confused today. I had a friend calling up asking for personal guidance in accounting, he's telling me that how good and great my teaching is and so forth. I feel good when i hear his praise ( of coz everyone feel great, don't you? ) He's having his exam on next thursday and he want the class so badly and actually offer me high-pay for the guidance job. I didn't take it. Cause i feel that i've quite a number of unfulfilled commitment. My energy and time very limited.

I'm forcing myself to be more discipline and routine each day and on my plan to restructure company systems and people in order to achieve greater results and achieve TTC vision which is to educate everyone to a brighter future.

As I think, i found out that why am i so worried about other people while other people don't even feel the urgency of do the necessary steps to success.

Tonight, I did realise i make a mistake.
The mistake is I keep telling myself that one fine day they will wake up and achieve success. Sooner or later, i found out i'm the only who daydreaming that people will wake up on their own without me doing anything. No they won't. No inspiration, No urge and No shocking wave, they just won't wake up.

So i decided now that i'll wake everyone up as i'm leader and i'm called upon to do the task of leadership. I can't stand aside and just see everyone missing their target and end up in nightmare, wondering why they ended up there.

I don't want to complain or say it out only after those nightmare happens. I want everyone to know that "It's Time". Let's do it together. No say we are stupid or mentally retard. As i always believe We are not stupid, We are just lazy.

Laziness is a habit that can be cure. We must know our purpose on earth is to improve mankind and create healthy environment for our next generation.

Everyone can be a leader, leader is sacrificial. Leaders choose to sacrifice only based on one SOLID reason, they love their followers/people. It's hard to explain the sacrifice in terms of time, energy, effort and freedom. Yes, the cost of being a leader is great, the return from it also tremendous. The return is feeling of Joy in looking others growing up. It's just like daddy looking at their growing child. Day by day, growing up, the joy is non-buyable in any sense. It can be created in leadership.

I love my buddies in class. I believe in them. They're stronger than me. Some of them even destined to reign. I believe in them. I never never look down or humiliate them when they're down cause i've seen them soar like eagles. Life is with up and down. When you're up, i'll be there to celebrate with you. When you're down, i'll always be there to encourage and give you a helping hand + cheer u up.

I believe everyone also can be successful, it's always about consistency in doing things. Life is like marathon. It's long and it require persistence in order to success.
"It's not about doing great once, but doing great everytime. "

Tired. Sleep. It's time.